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Jacob is having incredibly serious drama issues with Psychobitch and it is creating all sorts of positive reinforcement and making me very very happy, although it did (in a very convoluted way) lead to him breaking his knuckle and he won’t go to a hospital.
But still. How could I ask for anything more comforting than this? I feel a million times better every time we talk about it. Plus, developments and happenings about the nature of our relationship.
It is becoming more and more obvious to me that he is the only thing I want. I think I could do it.
But also I don’t trust myself, because I’ve never been able to do it before. And everything is different with him, but I do have a tendency to say that about everyone. My want is not the same as the reality in most cases. It’s just that maybe this time they are syncing up.
Still, he is more patient than I am and he keeps me on track when I want to be impulsive. That is something that really is different with him, because with everyone else it seems like once my patience wore out, so did theirs. It was always a matter of how long I would wait before breaking my promises to myself. With him, it’s better than that. He makes me keep my promises. He makes me better at being well.
Plus I have a whole Freudian maternal instinct response to him being all broken and kitten-y and it is making my dick so hard.
I told myself that I was going to stop blogging about him, because I know that it has been upsetting some people. His people as well as mine. Just, a lot of people.
But then I remember that it is my blog and people can unfollow me. In fact, some of them repeatedly do.
I wish I had never told anyone from real life that I have a tumblr, but… I’ll let Betty White explain this one:
Anyway. Last night I pulled an all-nighter to stay up making impulsive ticket purchases and listening to Tegan and Sara’s entire body of work, so I’ve got to go to bed now. I plan to sleep soundly, all full of this new information about how I’m the clear winner. So goodnight all.
effie trinket was in so much pain over katniss and peeta going back to the hunger games in fact you could say she was in mahagony